I'll erase you from my memory

I've got no hope for us to be together, and I guess the solution is to forget you and erase you from my memory. I don't want you to bother my life anymore. I know you'll get a the happiness that you're yearning for from another person which is way better compared to me. I hate you for letting me to fall for you and I hate you for making me jealous when you're fucking close with "her". As long as you're happy, I'm happy too. I'm doing this for the sake of your happiness, not because I wanna hurt myself. You're an awesome guy that I'm ain't gonna forget. Thanks for the bittersweets. I just need time, I don't need your company for now. Just leave and don't bother me. And, I'm trying to love you 9 January hero. :P First day of school is a totally fatigue day for me. I've just came back from my outpatient check-up at NUH just now. Precious girlfriend and daddy accompanied me there, I love you people from the bottom of my heart. I already got the letter to officially quit Softball and I hope it's acceptable. There's only a few lessons for today, and I hate my new timetable.

There's gonna be Math for the first two periods of tomorrow, I mean like what the hell? And, I realized my handwriting sucks big time after a long time since I've wrote down in a piece of paper. I should start to work on my writing skills. Okay, I know that's the most pathetic thing that a person would do. So after the outpatient check-up, got ten bucks from daddy as he ask me to treat Natasha to eat. We decided to keep the money for tomorrow. Went to library to pay my fines which only cost sixty cents. Borrowed a few books and off to Mini Toons and accompanied Natasha to buy her friend a present. Cookie monster is the sex baybay. ^^ Bought marshmallows and some other sweets from Mini Toons, my treat. Back home and I feel like sleeping now. Most of the secondary one students this year in my school is like oh-so-kental, no offence though. I didn't say all, get your language right. Am excited to wear my new school bag, same with Natasha but different colours. Oh damn, blisters! :C

Assamualaikum!