Straight through my heart

I thought 2010 would be a great year, but somehow it doesn't seem to be like one. If I could ask one question, it will be why life have to be tough though it seems easy? I'm going through a hard time now. I don't know which one's better for me, holding on or letting go. Everything seems so complicated right now. I can't get to sleep, I can't smile and worst of all, I can't think. I can't decide which one's best for me. When I feel like letting go, there's always something that will make me hold on to it. When I feel like holding on, there's always something that will make me let go. Doesn't it make you yourself who is reading it confuse? I bet so.

I'm just trying to be strong and break through the sorrowness in my soul. To my dearest precious girlfriend, I know how you feel babe. Let's break through this together alright? I promise you I'll be right there for you despite the obstacles that's bothering us. Through thick and thin, we're still gonna be Shahid. Remember what we promised each other? To focus more on our studies. Make it our first priority okay. I'm not in the mood to post, and probably will be leaving this blog dead for quite sometime, I guess. Will only post when I've got the mood to. Love you readers, and please make my tagboard alive. Night.

Assalamualaikum!