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I feel like I'm million miles away from myself more and more these days. I've been down too many roads but they never lead me home. And now, I just don't know who I really am. Is there something I can't see? I wanna understand. Maybe I will never be who I was before, maybe I don't even know her anymore or maybe who am I today ain't so far from yesterday. Can I find a way to be every part of me? So I'll try to slow things down and find myself, get my feet on the ground. It'll take time, but I know I'll be alright because nothing much has changed on the inside. It's hard to figure out how it's gonna be, because I don't really know now. I don't wanna wait too long to find out where I meant to belong. I've always wanted to be like before, and I never thought I'd feel this way. Sorry for the improper post, I feel like lamenting my feelings here. If possible, I wanna fast forward my life.