Low spirits

I miss the girl in the picture above, Siti Zawati binte Mohamed. We've yet to meet for like almost two months since we're busy with our school and stuffs. I'm anticipating for your presence. I can consider this week is the third week of school, and I started to hate school. My mind has not been working like it always did, my mind's not on the particular topic that the teacher is talking about and I've been putting aside my studies because of some things that are bugging my mind. I wished I can plan how my life's gonna be like, it will be totally miraculous if happiness is always by my side and sorrowness could go away just like that without thinking any further. Wouldn't it be great? I just wanna be happy, I want the cheerful Nur Hidah binte Musli that I've used to know back. I want things to get into my way which I think is pretty impossible. Now, I've just gotta wait patiently for everything to happen. I'm still waiting for the answer and I hope it will be a wise one. I really do love you, from the bottom of my heart. I hope I won't be crying so hard like I cried just now. I'm in love with my blog song, weird huh? Anyway, school's been fine but I can't get everything into my head like what I've mention just now.

So now, I'm struggling to find the answers for my Math worksheet that was given out just now. I fucking don't understand the topic, the way to find the solution to the answer and precisely what my Math teacher is blabbering about. I'm so gonna be dead if there's a test coming up. Damn it, damn it. First two periods was geography, was pretty boring. I was yawning all the way, hoping that I could close my eyes and sleep peacefully. -_- Dream on, Hidah. Next two periods was mother tongue. Finished up with my karangan and hand it in at the end of the second period. Sucks big time, I must say that. Girlfriend are the one who always got reprimanded by Cikgu Tasrib. He's so unreasonable over such a small matter. Recess was alright, as usual. Math was horrible, I don't understand anything what Mrs Goh taught. English was boring, so I slept till the end of the lesson. I know I'm being such a bad girl today. I've got no idea why, but I felt like I'm too lethargic to entertain. What the hell, I know.

For Science, we only go through part of Osmosis and then, we changed seats according to the new seating plan. Guess what? I sat with the same partner and worst still, at the same place. Yes, SAME place! Such a boring place and boring partner I have. Three periods for DNT, finished up my Book End thing. I hate sawing, but I love drilling the holes. So fun! After school, did some mundane stuffs and voice out everything to girlfriend. Thanks for being a good listening ear and a good girlfriend all these while. For now, things are way too complicated to be said. I hope things will not fall out into place and this situation will get better. I've still have not done my fucking Math homework, I guess I'm gonna leave it blank since I don't know how to do. I seriously have to buck up in Math right now. I suck, I suck, I suck, I suck. And, I've to attend Science ACT. Most of the people who are attending ACT are Malay pupils. Buat malu masyarakat kita ajer. Nevermind, will study extremely hard for this year!